A crowd of patients encloses around us on all sides, yelling in Tamil, pushing each other and shoving their charts towards us. Jana, our VCT translator and I frantically try to manage the growing group while checking patient numbers and interviewing the patients that are on the list from our previous round of interviews. This scene from our most recent Sunday review camp is very different from the events of Saturday’s camp, where patients waited quietly in line while we checked numbers and quickly surveyed post-op patients.

My Tamil knowledge is limited to “welcome,” “thank you,” and “have you watched TV in the past month?” In other words, no phrases that are particularly helpful when trying to impose any sort of system or organization on a group. The language barrier has continued to be one of my biggest frustrations while working in India, but it has also forced me to look at things using a different perspective. For starters, I’m realizing how much I take for granted being able to easily express my thoughts and what I mean as well as understand what other people are saying. Secondly, since I can’t rely on what people are saying to gain a sense of their personalities and stories, I find I focus more on people’s body language and how they interact with each other. The thing that I have noticed over and over is the strong sense of community within the various groups here.

Though our survey experience on Sunday was perhaps not the best example of this community mentality, the strong ties between villagers can frequently be seen throughout the camps as well as at the hospital. Patients move in small groups through the different stations at the camps; they wait for their friends to finish and then all move on to the next phase of screening, adults come to help guide their aging parents through the camp and someone is always there to hold the hand of a patient afraid of the finger prick required for checking blood sugar. This continues when patients arrive at the hospitals. Patients stick with their friends while navigating the halls and sit on beds talking to each other in the wards. Attendants patiently sit on the beds or walk with patients who need additional assistance. They are eager to fold us into their group. They walk up to us to talk, grab our hands and pinch our cheeks or just simply nod and smile at us while walking by. Even though I have no idea what they are saying, it is clear that this is a culture driven by human connection.

Another place where this group comradery is particularly evident is with the Vision Care Technicians. VCTs are recruited from villages all over India and train for three years at either the Sankara hospital in Coimbatore or the hospital in Bangalore. One of our projects is to document the impact of this program, so over the past few weeks we have been interviewing past VCT who now work at various Sankara hospitals as well as surveying the students just starting the program in Coimbatore. In addition, VCTs also act as our translators, so we are around them often. It seems like we never end up talking to just one. They travel in packs. Walking down the hallways holding hands or hanging on each other’s shoulders while standing at a desk. Personal space does not exist here. As soon as we start talking to one, at least five others rush over and push themselves into the conversation. While many things here are different than they are at home, this lack of boundaries and need to be close together is something that has taken the most getting used to.

Since most of our data collection is complete, we will be spending our final week at Sankara beginning to pull together our findings and preparing for our presentation to the board. Our project looks very different than it did two months ago. Over the past seven weeks, we have conducted over two hundred surveys, researched archival systems and interviewed patients. I know that we have concrete data to analyze, but I have trouble seeing how we will present it in a way that truly captures what I have learned and experienced here. The surveys don’t show the patient who started crying when we asked her about her family or the man whose face lit up when asked if he would recommend Sankara. The VCT interviews don’t communicate the fact that there were fifteen other students huddled around, laughing, clinging to each other and helping translate questions when one was misunderstood. It’s frustrating to not know exactly how to package this information so it adequately represents the way Sankara fits into and impacts this broader Indian community. Like not knowing the language or having people consistently invade my personal space, this unknown is way outside of my comfort zone. As with the language barrier, I know the challenge of interpreting this data will make me step back and look at things in a way I’m not used to. For now, I’m trying to trust the process, embrace the fact that I don’t know exactly what is coming and look forward to piecing it all together.


